Today marks exactly four weeks since I've heard anything from him.
He was supposed to be a positive part of my life, not a source of pain. I don't need more pain and confusion right now. I've got enough of that in my life without him.
I never imagined he, of all people, could do something like this. I don't know what to make of it. We've known each other for ten years. How could he possibly treat me this way?
So if this was a test, I guess I failed it... because I give up.